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My name is Cain
Grave grower of grain
unable to remain the same
Evening child odd son of pain
Unwanderlusting lost listless in the rain
Lost or found
Is a matter of perspective
I tread this cursed ground
Uttering muttered invectives
Just gotta capitulate
Gotta self manipulate
Marked murderer martyred and damned
I am that I am
Now here unfolded grimed and creased
Lie my bolded bastard blind beliefs
Born of unholy union of the profound and profane
Comfort and fear seared sorrow and shame
Vain red blood spilling from blue veins
Pale I'm impaled atop a broken weathervane
Scarecrow under the fair glow
Of the rosy fingered dawn
Let me face the eastern morning
All ye pilgrims heed this warning
Take note and move on
My baby brother's blood is calling up from the ground
I thought I'd buried him so deep that he'd never be found
A moment realizing that I couldn't turn it around
I didn't kill him oh my God You know That it couldn't have been me!
Down in the earth in the grave he's still bleeding
Watering the grapes of wrath
Oh these world weary seedlings
That look in his eyes of surprise maybe pleading
Why is life so very goddamn long!
Timshel
You might as well
Get yourself
A head start on hell
Timshel
I might as well
Save myself
A spot in hell
I've wandered through this earth for about ten thousand years
Give or take a few I don't know
How long I've been here
Waiting patiently for death though I'm still dripping with fear
Oh how much longer do I have to stay?
Timshel
You might as well
Get yourself
A head start on hell
My brain is strained
Vague feeling of pain
Unable to recall my name
Staring at my hands all scarred and stained
How long have I been standing in the rain?

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from Notes from the Underground, released February 22, 2022

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